INNER ALCHEMY | karen johnson

Intuition, Trust and Connection

What happens when you feel like your trust in a person has been fractured?

How do you know if it is a true rupture? Could it have been sparked by old imprints of an out-dated belief system?

Time to investigate whether it’s a true breach or merely a projection.

It can be tricky to unravel.

First, listen to what’s going on inside. If this is near impossible to do, that’s your first indicator something is off.

 

 

Explore

The more you ground yourself, the clearer things become. Do this from a position of calmness. As your capacity to access stillness grows, your thoughts will become clearer and less likely to be twisted up in projections, defense mechanisms or self-justifications.

The clearer you become, the finer resolution of intuitive knowing you are able to interpret.

 

Decipher

This is not a war of wills, nor a retreat to protect and keep you safe. You are not being pitted against another. If any of these thoughts or feelings show up, then you could be within the range of old defense mechanisms, warning you of danger. This is erroneous data no longer valid.

Any of these situations can distort the level of integrity of intuitive knowing you are able to access. Your intuition has been compromised and your knowingness will be contaminated.

This is not True Knowing…

 

Nexus Points

Why is it so hard to allow connection and permit innate intuitive knowingness to emerge?

We sometimes unwittingly bottleneck the flow or censor how much can come through.

This is unconscious, buried like fibre optics deep within. Hidden to keep it safe from prying eyes.

 

Life

Existence is about connection: with other people, our environment even the atmosphere surrounding us. The healthier our relationships with all our connections, the more connections we are able to grow and sustain.

 

Awareness

We cannot be truly intuitive beings without connection. Intuition grows out of connections.

We can learn how to be intuitive or psychic from books, people, or even the internet. But the real juice of intuition, in all its glory and magnificent shades of being, needs us to own our own connections. It never can come solely through another individual.

Each of us is born fully equipped to be an intuitive, sentient being with heart-felt ways of living in the world. Life experience can dictate the need for compromise, of putting something away for safekeeping.

No one person has all the answers. The answer you look for in another resides inside of you. You will never find a clearer guru, spiritual leader, nor someone who understands you more than when you look inside.

 

Keys

Others don’t know how to obtain your truth. They can guide and help you find direction. But they can never know you better than you know yourself.

You alone hold that key.

There are facilitators, teachers, therapists, who can help but YOU must always tune into what is right for you.

They will teach discernment and how to listen and open your heart, share knowledge, and the experience of going ahead of you on the path.

If you listen with your heart, doors open and you land exactly where you need to be:

Home.   Wholeness.   Connected to ALL.

 



 Karen Johnson
416.732.2661

Inspiring Change through Empowerment…
bringing balance to the body, mind and spirit

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New Circumstance… Old Patterns

The air smells of freedom. Life is new.  The situation is fresh and alive.

Unexpectedly arriving, knocking at the door, pleading to be let back in, are the old comfortable patterns.

They don’t make you happy.  But, are oh so familiar and comfortable in a most uncomfortable way and there appears to be is a lot of baggage with them.  They’re here for the long haul.

Intellect says no. Been there, done that.  But there is something inside that remembers the old patterns and is unfamiliar with the freedom in the new territory you have entered.

 

Abstaining?

The universe is challenging you. Okay, you say you’ve changed: let’s test that theory out.  This may show up in different ways; can be tempting, seductive or just plain in your face confrontational.

On the surface it would appear to be a no brainer. Freedom ‘YES’.  Old limiting patterns ‘NO’.  But there can be a pullback, even a temporary setback that draw us backwards back into the trap.

We thought we were smarter than this.

 

Proceed

It’s how we cope. Can we stay grounded, clear and move forward?  Or do we get stuck back in it even momentarily?  It shows up through relationships, circumstances, unexpected events.  Frequently we are caught off guard.

 

Turning Points

What do we do now?  Make the same decision or do we choose something else?  These  crossroads can be pivotal to what happens next.

What’s changed to make this different? Is it simply we are back in fantasyland thinking this time will be different.  No idea how or why, but we did wish ‘really’ hard for this to happen.

Maybe that’s enough. Maybe this time it can be fuelled simply by wish fulfillment.  That could be the vehicle to create a difference this time.

If you are manoeuvring down this lane, better put your seat belt on, because it sounds like eventually you’re going to crash-land. Hope you bought insurance this time round.

 

Prospects

Electing to choose something new is a risky and brave move. Exercising your free will can leave you feeling more like a stranger in a strange land.  Need to learn the new language and customs.

But the pull to move  towards something new can feel stronger than hiding out on a well-worn roadway.

 

Choices

Nothing is written in stone. Allow flexibility to change your mind.  If something isn’t fitting anymore, it’s not fitting.

It’s freeing and empowering when you contemplate your life through this lens.

Conscious living brings opportunity. Sometimes our vision goes askew and we forget how to be in life in a mindful and conscious way.

Whichever choice you make:
O
wn It 

Make it consciously.  You are the one making the choice.  No one else.  Even when it feels like others are making the choice for you, know that you always are the chief decision maker.

 

 


 Karen Johnson
416.732.2661

Inspiring Change through Empowerment…
bringing balance to the body, mind and spirit

hello@karenjohnsoninneralchemy.com

awakeningheartandsoul.com
karenjohnsoninneralchemy.com

Metaphysical and Shamanic Healer
Somatic Experiencing Practitioner
Intuitive Consultant |  Trauma Therapist

Sonic Expression: Discover Your Authentic Voice

Life is like a pond. We stand at the edge and watch the ripples run through or stick our hand in to test the temperature to see if it’s right for us.

 

Stay safely on the side watching the surface wondering what might lie beneath or dive right in.  Even just walk away.

 

 

What are You Waiting For?

There are choices and decision points for each of us. There is no one route is for all.

It’s a big pond. Many life forces co-exist and what we choose to do makes up our individual journey.  We may each end up at the same point while choosing different avenues to get there.

Does it matter?  It’s making a choice that is key:  standing still or jumping beneath the surface.

 

Authentic Voice

Finding your own voice can be a struggle. There are many layers. 

Sometimes it’s hard not to be influenced by flamboyant voices claiming they are ‘THE ONE’ having the right or perfect vision of what is or must be.

Who made up that rule? Why are we so easily led? 

Why would we let an outsider tell us what our own inner truth is?   That is an oxymoron.  But many are desperate to be told who they are.  That is not the way it works.

 

 

Distortion

We have a choice in disclosing our authentic voice.

Some of us have submerged it deep inside to keep it safe from danger, real or perceived.

When trauma or repeated threats occur, especially during early developmental stages, we can bury our authentic voice in ways that make it extremely challenging to identify.

This is a safety mechanism to protect what is ours but can eventually recede deeply into forgetfulness.

 

Mute

This kind of silence has a violence to it.

Whether it’s something in the history of the individual; it’s not being held in stillness.  Rather it’s being held hostage by withholding its true nature from the individual.

There is no knowingness here. It is a wilderness of blankness and adopted conformity that has left the individual expressionless.

Or without ability
to know its true nature

The silence expresses only what it has been told is good to express. Like a compliant member of a cult following the institutionalized thinking of the group. 

Nothing original.  Nothing solid.  Nothing authentic about the individual.

 

 

Surfacing

What happens if you embrace your voice? Utter a sound.  A sound that has an exclusive resonance that is your own.

There has never before been a vibration like it and there never will be.  It is solely your own distinct sound frequency.

Your authentic voice wants to find a way to squeak into life and show its particular spectrum of colour. Whether that sound frequency comes audibly or through another avenue.

Can you be bold enough? Brave enough to express your own distinct sonic shade?

Welcome…

The World has been Waiting
for You to Arrive

 

 


PRACTICE

4 Steps to Access your
Authentic Voice 

 

How do you get better at coming from your Authentic Voice?   Here are some ways to help you achieve and connect to your Authentic Voice.

 

Set an Intention on Being Authentic

Intention directs and guides your action.  It means your intention is clear and you are aware of it.  Whatever way you express yourself you hold it in alignment with the intention you set out.

 

Admit you don’t know something. It’s okay.

People respect you more when you are truthful.  Acknowledging you don’t know something is fine.  There is not one person who knows everything.  It’s part of being human.

 

Understand what Inauthentic Means.

By exploring and understanding how it feels when you are being inauthentic and phony it can help you understand and know that to be authentic and genuine is the opposite so you can recognize when you have shifted into inauthenticity.

 

Keep a Journal

Writing down observations on experiences, situations and feelings can help you begin to track and identify patterns and habits where you lose your ability to be authentic. As you identify these destructive patterns you begin to change just by bringing them to consciousness.

 


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 Karen Johnson
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Manifesting What May Come

 

Ever tried to manifest something
and then what you wanted never happened.

Could you have been looking in
the wrong place?

Missed what the universe was offering?

 

 

“Do not insist that the universe comply with your understanding of it.”
~ Gary Zukav ~

 

Spellbound

Like a mesmerized audience member entranced by a magician, who has distracted you from keeping your eye on the prize, to miss what the reality is.

You may be suffering from tunnel vision that is excluding many opportunities that lie in front of you.

 

 

Patience

Basic manifesting philosophy: hold a clear intention of what it is you want to create.  Do this from a grounded clear space.  Hold that intention and then let it go.

You have put it out into the universe.  Trust that it will come and be thankful for all that comes after.

Do not keep putting it out in a frantic way. Then you change the original intention.   It is no longer solid and clear, it has now become desperate and unfocussed.  You can even be attaching scarcity beliefs to it.

Ground. 

Be Clear . 

Move on.

 

Conviction

What is required here is a little space, belief and trust in the universe. Belief in your ability to manifest healthy, clear and positive outcomes.  We both know you have experience of the reverse and maybe that has happened a few times.

But what happened then is like an old vinyl record getting stuck in a groove which keeps repeating and repeating eventually manifesting something not wanted but inadvertently created.

 

Change the Lens

Fine-tune what you are capable of seeing now. It changes over time but it is essential to accept where you are.  This allows you to see what is here now for you.

You might get stuck in the details and lose sight of the big picture.

 

Prediction

Toss away that telescope which has you looking for exactly what it is you want to manifest. You may miss out on something bright and shiny here waiting for you now.  This could lead on to the next piece and so on and so on… leading you directly to what you are trying to manifest.

 

 

Surprise

Oh wait. Could it lead you to something better?

 

There is one thing I know for sure:  whatever I can think or dream up the universe always has something better in mind for me

 

It is a truly benevolent universe we live in. If we take off our blinders and allow ourselves to roll down the windows and let the wind blow in you never know what will turn up.

That is where the real prize lies, not in the small we are trying to create and control.

Allow flexibility in so our highest good can be manifested instead of carving it down into something wonderful but not as quintessential as the universe has in mind.

 


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Karen Johnson
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Intuitive Consultant  |  Trauma Therapist
Somatic Experiencing Practitioner

Align and Connect with Higher Self

Have you ever had the feeling that there is something bigger inside trying to come forward?

Do you know the solution to a problem in your life but it remains outside your grasp?  You don’t know how to access it.

Don’t you realize that within yourself you possess the access to extraordinary capacities and knowledge?

 

What is Higher Self

Throughout time and within different spiritual traditions and belief systems, the Higher Self has been given many names: Atma, Buddha-nature, Christ consciousness, Inner Self, Soul, Divine Nature… 

However labeled, what all agree on is that Higher Self is eternal, infinitely wise and transcends everyday consciousness.  Higher Self is always in touch with the Divine because it is part of it.  Each of us has a Higher Self.

 

Roots

Throughout history attaining knowledge and diving into the depths of inner wisdom is the aspiration when working with Higher Self within­ many spiritual teachings.  The Higher Self is the deepest and most divine essence within us; that aspect of you that connects directly to the spiritual realms.

In basic terms your Higher Self is the highest aspect of you that can be attained and held in your physical body.  This means that you are not merely your conscious or subconscious awareness; beyond anything you can know simply through ordinary rational thought.

Higher Self sees, knows and understands at the highest level possible.  Anchoring the wisdom of the Higher Self into your physicality is part of our spiritual evolution.

 

Threads

Even knowing this, many of us struggle to connect with and develop an ongoing relationship with our Higher Self.  We may understand the concept intellectually but are mystified at how to translate it from idea to feeling to an actual experience.

Some fundamental principles:

  • You are always connected to your Higher Self
  • Higher Self is never negative, loud, frantic or demanding
  • It always upholds freewill and will never override any choice that we make

 

 

Deepening Connection

There is no standard way to experience your Higher Self.  How you connect will be different for each of us.  The key is to start with stillness… this is the invitation that opens the door.

It may be through meditation, dreams, a walk in nature, even a near death experience, trauma or out of body experience.  For others it may be as simple as driving a car or taking a long, hot bath.

It’s an uplifting experience when you connect and is unique for each.

 

As you connect
you’re uplifted and
feel more peace and contentment

 

Balance

The search for love, peace and happiness is universal.  We’ve all experienced it.

Connecting with Higher Self allows you to stop running in place and begin to experience and journey toward your own conscious spiritual evolution.

Higher Self is always with you.  You have the access you need to live an empowered, good, and purposeful life:  to meet the world with heartness with all that brings.

 

 


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Deepen Higher Self Connection

 A practice to foster
and strengthen your
alignment to Higher Self
and deepen your point of
connection:  allowing it to be
Clear, Focused and Flowing.

 

 

Stillness and Intention

Find a calm place to sit quietly and set an intention to connect with Higher Self.

Start by doing some conscious breathing as you settle yourself and get comfortable.  Silence is an essential element in your connection with that divine part of you.  It’s best to be in a place with few distractions.

This practice is about setting aside time and intention to deepen and build your relationship with your Divine or Higher Self.  Key here is to do the practice.  If you feel you haven’t made contact that’s alright, it’s more about building the relationship.

In the beginning the mind may play with you trying to distract.  Don’t go into battle: the intention you set is all you need to make contact and receive guidance.

 

Higher Self always responds,
you’re just learning how
to listen and how to receive

 

Set aside short periods, maybe five minutes at the beginning of the day or perhaps even 60 seconds a few times a day: you don’t need to spend a lot of time doing this.

It’s all about nurturing and strengthening your connection and your ability to recognize that calmness and inner peace that comes as you make contact.


 

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Karen Johnson
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Energy Medicine Specialist and Shamanic Healer
Intuitive Consultant  |  Trauma Therapist
Somatic Experiencing Practitioner

Journey to Quicken Inspiration

What do you do when it’s time for an adventure but
you can’t get out of town to explore?

Is there a way to explore unknown territories from where you are?

Maybe there is an adventure that would allow you to travel
further than you ever dreamt and further than
any plane ticket could.

 

Voyage

What about marching across that bridge and into your creativity and the land of imagination?  A world you barricaded up and forgot about due to earlier life experiences. Or old rhetoric imposed by saying ‘have to leave it behind with childish toys in order to succeed’. 

 

Old Structures

Who dictated that instruction?  Is it still relevant?  Is your world the same as it was?  Or have the borders changed?  Perhaps once it made sense but now it does not. 

Just as when new governments roll in it’s time for you to make a few adjustments to reflect the new regime.  You are not who you were back then.   It’s time to make a few renovations to expose what lies beneath.  It may be surprising and quite refreshing and unexpected: a ray of sunshine on a rainy day.

 

Lost

Nothing has been forgotten or left behind it’s all contained within the walls of your heart and soul.

Let’s do a little extraction like gold miners as they use to work back in the day and see what can be unearthed if we do a little sifting through the unconscious.

You may have hidden it to keep it protected: safe from potential intrusion of unwelcomed visitors. It was smart then but have you forgotten that you placed it away for safekeeping?  Where did you put it?  How do you free it?

 

Inhibit

At some point you got a warning and understood you needed to halt production of freeform, creative thoughts, inventive and just plain quirky ideas. 

Then you were required to conform to what was considered the norm or safe thinking. 

You had to Conform

Needed to stay inside the lines drawn in this widely accepted diagram of what successful people do.   Those rules allege they will lead you to ultimate triumph just as for those others who followed exactly the same rules?  Imitation generates success?

 

 

Digging Out

No matter the reason for hiding these treasures inside, the truth is you are now living in a different time.  It is safe to allow that map to reverse out of the invisible and begin to manifest into the visible. 

It will take a different shape and momentum for each of us as to the rhythm of how we choose it to return. 

 

Design

No one action fits all.  We are unique: each with our own individual fingerprint.  Not trying to place ourselves in some sort of prefabricated mold that just doesn`t fit. 

That is part of the adventure that lies before us.  To be as we are now; allowing what we yearn for.  Those bits we believed lost, eliminated or divorced from who we really are to move slowly but persistently and come forward at their own pace.  

 

Respect

Just as we each have our own particular flavour we have our own distinct pace.  This will change as we continue transitioning, but…

to honour where we are
is to honour where we can be

 

Honour is a big piece of this part of the puzzle we are trying to assemble. 

It’s when we stop forcing our pieces to match everyone else and allow who we are to be.  No performing.  It’s a ‘Being’ moment. 

One way that Being happens more easily is when we can allow more quiet in.  Even a nanosecond.  

This is the passport that authorizes return and starts to map and follow the tracks to that inner treasure awaiting you.

 

Much silence makes a powerful noise.
– African Proverb

 


 

Simple Step to
Nurture Creativity

 

Resisting Fear of Failure

Address the fear that you might make a wrong decision
or fail as it can paralyze and arrest your progress.

Take a leap and move beyond it.

If you discover yourself having worries of failing remind yourself that mistakes are simply part of the process and in fact some incredibly successful and inventive ideas were created out of a mistake.

What we perceive as a mistake can lead us to our creative flow.

 

Believe and Let Yourself Dream


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Stuck in a Rut | How to Move Forward

Getting stuck never has to turn into a personal crisis.

When all you produce is anxiety odds are you’re scared and have opted to let fear prevent you from moving forward.

Here are some ways to avoid anguish and get back on course.

 

Future Self

Advance your healing and growth by doing timeline work.  As in regression where you go into the past and heal unresolved issues on your timeline.  Visualize yourself in the future and experience an optimal version of yourself who is self actualized.

The aim of future self work
is
bringing healed aspects
and knowledge
into the
present
so your current
self may integrate it.

 

Identify and Surrender

Going against the flow?  This signals a need to surrender.  Something is off although you’re not quite sure what that is but just accept your current reality.

Acknowledge.  Make peace.
Breathe into it then let it go.
Be aware of any possibilities
or insights that appear.

 

Welcome your Greatness

Stuck and afraid?  Chances are you’re sensing something amazing on the other side of that fear.  Why?  People gravitate towards the familiar.  Allowing something new in will generate change.  Change is an unknown factor.   Not knowing can terrify us.

Make a shift.  Imagine
genuinely embracing the
greatness
waiting for you.

 

Breaking Free

Many feel stagnated, trapped or blocked by circumstances.

Suppose these feelings were not created by your current situation but by how you were influenced to approach life.

Nothing happens until you make a decision.  Once you commit you’ve energetically stated an intent.

There is release of energy by making a choice.  Unexpected circumstances, events and people start showing up to support you that never would have happened if you had not made a decision.

 

The extraordinary power
of simply showing up
opens energetic pathways
to
opportunities and living
a good and meaningful life

 

Come out of the darkness into the light.

 


Karen Johnson
416.732.2661

Give Yourself an Edge | Schedule a Session

 

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Energy Medicine Specialist and Shamanic Healer
Intuitive Consultant  |  Trauma Therapist
Somatic Experiencing Practitioner